Blue Gillespie - ACT VI: Medieval

I’m middle aged, medieval crazed
Trying to pick the lock to this filthy cage I made myself
Cashed all life in for indifference and health
I’ll get a car, go far
Faster than this life has pinned me down to the ground
This sound reflects the doubts and regrets
Perplexed for sex I know I’ll never get
What’s left for me, left to see
I had so many dreams and now they’re* fucked

I had so many dreams
I had so many dreams
I had so many dreams
I had so many dreams
and now they’re gone

You’d be amazed, the hell I’ve raised
Looking for ways to ease this swelling rage inside myself
I’m splitting the seams, I’m losing the means to live
I’ll fuck a whore, so sore
Harder than the world can pound me down to the ground
The rhythm slow with every blow
Just so I know just how very low I have become, what’s left for me
I had so many dreams and now they’re fucked

I had so many dreams

Speeding up, speeding up
Speeding up time
Bleeding out, bleeding out
Bleeding out lie on lie

Don’t expect me
Don’t expect me to see
I got high showing off
Don’t forget me now I’m getting older
I got high, now I’m lost

Speeding up, speeding up
I lost another friend
Bleed it out, bleed it out
When will the bleeding end
Catch it up, catch it up
Try to catch a break
Almost up, rapping up
Lost another friend
Bleed it out, bleed it out
When will the bleeding end
Catch it up, catch it up
Try to catch a break
Almost up, rapping up
Lost another friend